Dear god I’m so poor how will I afford toilet paper?

Then End.

So I turned 20 on sunday and GUESS WHAT?! IT FEELS EXACTLY THE GODDAMN SAME! My friends brought over this giant hookah and then we went hot tubbing and overall it was pretty nice. i got straight A’s in all my classes and I bought myself a kitten. Her name is Ozzy because they thought she was a boy, but I’m keeping her name. This is her

I had to work today at 12 today on 2 hours of sleep, but my friend Andrew bought me a monster so I somehow managed to survive my 10 hour shift. I now work 40 hours a week at a pet store so I don’t really have time to do things for myself. You know, like shower. But I’m somehow still alive and I’m going strong. Although things are good for the most part, I’m extremely panicky and have chewed my cuticles into bloody stumps. HOWEVER, I’m alive and well and I’m content. Moving in with Andrew in February and hopefully it doesn’t end as horribly as everyone thinks it will. Love all of you, I’ll try to post more things soon

He wanted me to post that. Now for naked cuddles :3

I feel so gross and so gloomy. I just want to lie in bed forever and just never have to deal with anything ever again. I just feel so horrible and I look so horrible and I just don’t know what to do with myself. This weekend was pretty bad and I can’t wait to go to school so I can ignore everyone and just make it these last couple of weeks till winter break. I don’t know why I feel so down on myself these days, but I just hopped on the scale and it certainly didn’t make me feel any better. Meh, I work all of next week directly after school until closing so it’s not like I have much time to normally sit around and feel shitty, but I’m certainly feeling it tonight. Watching Fairly Odd Parents till I pass out

I was trying to get some motha fuckin’ advantix and hit my head on the edge of the cabinet door. It’s all bloody and gross and this cute boy was all “OMG ARE YOU OKAY? BE MORE CAREFUL! ARE YOU BLEEDING!?” But I think he was just interested in me ringing up his dog food than the condition of my head. School tomorrow and no working! Also I got laid today and my vag is sore. I feel accomplished. 

I feel hurt, lost and alone and it really sucks. I kinda bottled things up this weekend and pretended everything was okay and I was really happy, but now that I’m alone, I’m really not. I don’t know how to feel about anything anymore

All good things come to an end, and the best thing to do is learn from it and move on. I have a job and friends and I’m doing well in school. I’ve got alot to look forward to, and life will go on no matter what happens. I’m smart, funny and people like me. I will get through whatever I’m going through because I am stronger than I think I am. Life goes on.

I know this is kinda cheesey, but I need to be reminded that I can deal, no matter what happens.

My boyfriend’s dog was bitten in the face by a rattlesnake this evening. His name is Jango and he is the sweetest dog in the world. He’s getting the anti-venom now, but things are still pretty scary right now. Prayers and good thoughts would be greatly appreciated. I don’t know what I’d do without him. I mean, look at this dog!

His nose is covered in dirt because he stuck it in a hole. This dog may be a lil stupid at times, but he could really use some good vibes sent his way.

I’m gonna be so ugly in the morning